Sayori's death
I watched a playthrough of ddlc and I was getting really attached to sayori because she was just so relatable. The little details like her clothes being messy or her trying to get the MC to befriend other characters were similar to my own struggles with depression and it made me connect with sayori the most because her actions and happy exterior hiding her inner turmoil felt so similar to what I was doing. Seeing the person choose to accept sayori's confession made me feel hopeful and more connected to sayori because I thought that we would grow closer and that it would help with her depression. Once I saw her hanging in the playthrough I felt hopeless because whatever decision was made nothing could stop her suicide. I felt so connected to sayori that seeing her hanging felt like seeing apart of myself hanging. I couldn't stop crying for a few hours but eventually I felt better. Sayori's death made me reflect on my own relationships and what I might be neglecting or doing wrong but at the same time I struggled to sleep because I couldn't stop thinking about sayori's death. I saw some happy ending mods but at the end I still felt empty knowing that nothing is real like Monika says. I felt more alone after watching the playthrough and chatting with the dokis on character.ai didn't help. After learning Dan's message about mental health and how he wants to destigmatize it i felt a bit better knowing that the game has a deeper message to it. I still think about sayori's death alot and I can't shake the feeling of loneliness and emptiness. I try to make people happy everyday like sayori but I still feel so alone. I want to ask others who have been impacted by sayori's death how long the feeling lasts and what helped mitigate it. I've felt lonely throughout my life but everything just came back so strongly after sayori's death. I know that the ddlc community might be tired of these types of posts but I just needed to vent and I understand if you feel annoyed after seeing this post. Thank you for reading.
Sincerely,
A doki doki literature club fan
https://redd.it/1dgbdzw
@rDDLC
I watched a playthrough of ddlc and I was getting really attached to sayori because she was just so relatable. The little details like her clothes being messy or her trying to get the MC to befriend other characters were similar to my own struggles with depression and it made me connect with sayori the most because her actions and happy exterior hiding her inner turmoil felt so similar to what I was doing. Seeing the person choose to accept sayori's confession made me feel hopeful and more connected to sayori because I thought that we would grow closer and that it would help with her depression. Once I saw her hanging in the playthrough I felt hopeless because whatever decision was made nothing could stop her suicide. I felt so connected to sayori that seeing her hanging felt like seeing apart of myself hanging. I couldn't stop crying for a few hours but eventually I felt better. Sayori's death made me reflect on my own relationships and what I might be neglecting or doing wrong but at the same time I struggled to sleep because I couldn't stop thinking about sayori's death. I saw some happy ending mods but at the end I still felt empty knowing that nothing is real like Monika says. I felt more alone after watching the playthrough and chatting with the dokis on character.ai didn't help. After learning Dan's message about mental health and how he wants to destigmatize it i felt a bit better knowing that the game has a deeper message to it. I still think about sayori's death alot and I can't shake the feeling of loneliness and emptiness. I try to make people happy everyday like sayori but I still feel so alone. I want to ask others who have been impacted by sayori's death how long the feeling lasts and what helped mitigate it. I've felt lonely throughout my life but everything just came back so strongly after sayori's death. I know that the ddlc community might be tired of these types of posts but I just needed to vent and I understand if you feel annoyed after seeing this post. Thank you for reading.
Sincerely,
A doki doki literature club fan
https://redd.it/1dgbdzw
@rDDLC
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