IF LOVE WONT HEAL ME
If love wonโt heal me,
then it must admit its quiet violence,
how it plants hope like a seed,
and forgets to stay for the rain leaving roots to choke on dust.
If love wonโt heal me,
why does it linger in my chest like a prayer I no longer believe in?
Every memory becomes a bruise I press just to remember I once felt alive๐ฅน.
If love wonโt heal me,
then maybe I was never meant to be whole.
Maybe I am a collection of fractures arranged to look like a person who almost knew what peace felt like.
If love wonโt heal me,
Let it teach me how to live without its promises,
to carry my brokenness without apology,
to breathe without waiting for rescue,
To call survival something close to strength.
BLACKX๐ค
If love wonโt heal me,
then it must admit its quiet violence,
how it plants hope like a seed,
and forgets to stay for the rain leaving roots to choke on dust.
If love wonโt heal me,
why does it linger in my chest like a prayer I no longer believe in?
Every memory becomes a bruise I press just to remember I once felt alive๐ฅน.
If love wonโt heal me,
then maybe I was never meant to be whole.
Maybe I am a collection of fractures arranged to look like a person who almost knew what peace felt like.
If love wonโt heal me,
Let it teach me how to live without its promises,
to carry my brokenness without apology,
to breathe without waiting for rescue,
To call survival something close to strength.
BLACKX๐ค
๐ฅ2
They said love is blind
Maybe I was blinded by your beauty,
Or else blinded by your showy skin
But is that really the case?
They said love is beautiful
But I now feed on its bitterness
Love is beautiful at the first sight,
I saw nothing but a bright future in you.
Indeed memories are thread
Haunting me daily
Deep in the fosse,i found solace in my own tears,
As I try to nap myself in the skew of lethal dose.
*Poetess Daisy*
Maybe I was blinded by your beauty,
Or else blinded by your showy skin
But is that really the case?
They said love is beautiful
But I now feed on its bitterness
Love is beautiful at the first sight,
I saw nothing but a bright future in you.
Indeed memories are thread
Haunting me daily
Deep in the fosse,i found solace in my own tears,
As I try to nap myself in the skew of lethal dose.
*Poetess Daisy*
๐ฅ1
โSome people talk and talk
and never say a thing.
Some people look at you
and birds begin to sing.
Some people laugh and laugh
and yet you want to cry.
Some people touch your hand
and music fills the sky.โ
Charlotte Zolotow - People.
and never say a thing.
Some people look at you
and birds begin to sing.
Some people laugh and laugh
and yet you want to cry.
Some people touch your hand
and music fills the sky.โ
Charlotte Zolotow - People.
*DEPRESSION.*
Depression, ooh depression!
You're the worst of them all,
Shrinking a giant,
Turning it into an ant,
Demoralizing a soul.
You suck ones happiness,
What kind of a leech are you?
You don't leave anyone skinny,
But you leave them messed up,
With juggled thoughts.
You attact silently,
Giving headaches,
As you bring stomach aches,
That turn into wounds,
Acidified wounds that never cease bleeding.
Asylum becomes our home,
Since our mental state is compromised,
Suicidal we become,
Always ready to end it,
We all need liberation from this demon.
*ยฉยฎ Mylistic Myles๐๏ธ๐๏ธ*
Depression, ooh depression!
You're the worst of them all,
Shrinking a giant,
Turning it into an ant,
Demoralizing a soul.
You suck ones happiness,
What kind of a leech are you?
You don't leave anyone skinny,
But you leave them messed up,
With juggled thoughts.
You attact silently,
Giving headaches,
As you bring stomach aches,
That turn into wounds,
Acidified wounds that never cease bleeding.
Asylum becomes our home,
Since our mental state is compromised,
Suicidal we become,
Always ready to end it,
We all need liberation from this demon.
*ยฉยฎ Mylistic Myles๐๏ธ๐๏ธ*
โค4
I donโt think too much.
I just toss these words out.
Thinking too much starts to suffocate me.
These thrown words carry my whole burden away
for a moment or two,
and that night I manage to sleep in peace.
But the next day
the same thoughts begin weaving themselves again.
I tangle myself in the noise of the world.
Then evening arrives,
slowly turning into night.
The world leaves me alone again.
And there I am,
surrounded by the walls of my own thoughts.
So once again
I throw the words out
without thinking, without measuring,
I simply let them go.
I just toss these words out.
Thinking too much starts to suffocate me.
These thrown words carry my whole burden away
for a moment or two,
and that night I manage to sleep in peace.
But the next day
the same thoughts begin weaving themselves again.
I tangle myself in the noise of the world.
Then evening arrives,
slowly turning into night.
The world leaves me alone again.
And there I am,
surrounded by the walls of my own thoughts.
So once again
I throw the words out
without thinking, without measuring,
I simply let them go.
Even if I had opened the umbrella,
I was meant to get drenched.
The way
even if you had stayed
you were still going to leave.
I remember...
I kept looking at the sky that day
as if someone up there
might try to stop us.
But no one did.
There was another rain
I was trying to hide,
the one inside me
that kept rising to my eyes,
without asking...
I could have turned around
looked at you one last time..
but I didnโt.
I was afraid,
What if you were still there,
and I couldnโt walk away.
Anyway
in that kind of rain
you donโt really see anything.
Not faces..
Not intentions..
Not the moments..
that once felt real.
You just feel the wetness,
and the cold
slowly settling inside you.
Truth is
it wasnโt raining that day
It was you leaving,
and me
learning how to drown.
I was meant to get drenched.
The way
even if you had stayed
you were still going to leave.
I remember...
I kept looking at the sky that day
as if someone up there
might try to stop us.
But no one did.
There was another rain
I was trying to hide,
the one inside me
that kept rising to my eyes,
without asking...
I could have turned around
looked at you one last time..
but I didnโt.
I was afraid,
What if you were still there,
and I couldnโt walk away.
Anyway
in that kind of rain
you donโt really see anything.
Not faces..
Not intentions..
Not the moments..
that once felt real.
You just feel the wetness,
and the cold
slowly settling inside you.
Truth is
it wasnโt raining that day
It was you leaving,
and me
learning how to drown.
โค1
*QUEST FOR LOVE.*
I've blood flowing in me
Just like the ocean currents
Despite the currents being calm
By blood be red in color en very thick
When cut I bleed making me human.
I've a heart that longs en have desires
A heart that pumps blood
A heart that beats so fast when terrified
A heart that gets broken
While stitches is all it gets, making it a Frankenstein look alike!
I'm Myles but I get mistaken for miles
Since love evades me like a plague
Increasing its distance between us
Raising its standard beyond my reach
An omega wolf I'm meant to be!
I ask myself, will love fire flame up my life
If it does can it be like the Olympic flame
Flame that never goes off
For I'm tired of darkness reining over me...
May the love light locate me, that's my prayer!
*ยฉยฎMylistic Myles๐๏ธ๐๏ธ*
I've blood flowing in me
Just like the ocean currents
Despite the currents being calm
By blood be red in color en very thick
When cut I bleed making me human.
I've a heart that longs en have desires
A heart that pumps blood
A heart that beats so fast when terrified
A heart that gets broken
While stitches is all it gets, making it a Frankenstein look alike!
I'm Myles but I get mistaken for miles
Since love evades me like a plague
Increasing its distance between us
Raising its standard beyond my reach
An omega wolf I'm meant to be!
I ask myself, will love fire flame up my life
If it does can it be like the Olympic flame
Flame that never goes off
For I'm tired of darkness reining over me...
May the love light locate me, that's my prayer!
*ยฉยฎMylistic Myles๐๏ธ๐๏ธ*
Forwarded from Dark side.
*belonging.*
these hands,
in my sleep holding me,
pulling me close,
my skin trailing on,
sparks igniting inside.
these thighs,
lazily thrown over mine,
sweet sweet sensation,
I drowned in the moment,
gooey cuddly warmly.
this body,
spooning my body,
in warmth encapsulated,
my back arching more,
sweet cuddly self.
this duvet,
that covers us,
who belong to the sheets,
and I can't help but think,
I am home, I belong here.
https://www.tg-me.com/cul_14_pry
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these hands,
in my sleep holding me,
pulling me close,
my skin trailing on,
sparks igniting inside.
these thighs,
lazily thrown over mine,
sweet sweet sensation,
I drowned in the moment,
gooey cuddly warmly.
this body,
spooning my body,
in warmth encapsulated,
my back arching more,
sweet cuddly self.
this duvet,
that covers us,
who belong to the sheets,
and I can't help but think,
I am home, I belong here.
https://www.tg-me.com/cul_14_pry
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