hello guys

im kinda busy with spm.. well, tbh, not that busy. idk, as ppl said in tiktok, this 06 batch are too relax even though only 2 days left. please, pray for me, may Allah makes me easier to study

if youre same as me, may Allah makes it easier for you too.

heyyo guyss, what a late update lol, but i'd already ended answering spm examination and.. i choose to not expecting anything about it.

but i just hope im not get fail in addmath 😭

btw

i miss the old me. again.

just like i was 15 years old, missing my oldselves so much, i do also missing it again rn

hundred and thousands times i said it that my heart feel nothing

and yeah.. my life pretty mess up

bcs im not being discipline, just doing what my heart desires, and being the most useless person in this world..

that i thought, im just staying in this house as a burden to my family

hah

i guess a word 'tired' doesn't suited me anymore. im not tired. i just.. dah lali. lali dgn semua benda.

i addicted to games so i can escape from reality. i ignored anything that relates with my future bcs thinking abt it makes my anxiety increase..

im such a useless right?

haha

idk anymore

should i really take care things that related to me, bcs what the point? im already messed up so much. is there any way to go back as what i used to? like.. socializing with ppl, always makes reflection with myself, focusing on my hobby, but now.. the energy to do that just.. gone.

i miss... to be loved by someone.