hey, how are you?

if you asked me, life has treated me hard lately. the one that i put my trust into disappoint me with her words many times. i dont trust people anymore. they hurt me till i wondering, "what kind of actions i did that make them become like this? do i did something hurtful too?" but i dont think so, i always choose some word wisely to not hurt them but they treat me the otherwise. it feels sad.

and yeah, my birthday almost near

thank you, my subscribers. i dont even know whether you guys still with me or not, of course, you have your own life to deal with too; not have any time to read these nonsense essay.

may god bless you, thats all i wish.

the old me gone.

hello guys

im kinda busy with spm.. well, tbh, not that busy. idk, as ppl said in tiktok, this 06 batch are too relax even though only 2 days left. please, pray for me, may Allah makes me easier to study

if youre same as me, may Allah makes it easier for you too.

heyyo guyss, what a late update lol, but i'd already ended answering spm examination and.. i choose to not expecting anything about it.

but i just hope im not get fail in addmath 😭

btw

i miss the old me. again.

just like i was 15 years old, missing my oldselves so much, i do also missing it again rn

hundred and thousands times i said it that my heart feel nothing

and yeah.. my life pretty mess up

bcs im not being discipline, just doing what my heart desires, and being the most useless person in this world..

that i thought, im just staying in this house as a burden to my family

hah

i guess a word 'tired' doesn't suited me anymore. im not tired. i just.. dah lali. lali dgn semua benda.