reading my friend's notes about her explanation about.. something, make me feel embarrassed, because theres too many things that idk about. i thought i was knowledgeable, smart, clever. but i just realize i was wrong. i see her as some.. you know, unlucky girl (i am cruel, i know), because shes going through so many things. but in reality, shes so much higher than me, i am too small.

its sad, really. to see yourself changes. once, you was innocent child. people around you were so kind. you love studying. you love playing. you love smiling. sadly, everything changes when you go into different society, different place. you thought it would be same, same kinds of people, same kinds of society but you wrong. not only that, seeing your love one changed. its hurt, so hurt. and you thought only them are changing. but you dont realize, you changes too. you become so much worst than them.

bagaimana hujan turun dari langit, begitulah air mata jatuh bersama hati yang luruh

im not being sensitive anymore.

with anyone. with myself. its too late to change.

fr i hate myself so much

you guys hate me? thats okay, i hate me too.

too old to care about things that i used to care about.

dunia sementara.

akhirat kekal abadi.

sometimes, the dreamers finally wake up

dont wake me im not dreaming

bruh fr being science students really change my life 😭 i mean its RARE to hav a time to spending with myself

but nvm, i wont ever stop posting quotes in this channel~

every dreams that we make are just memories now .

as i getting older, i realize my parents hurting me bcs theyre hurt too

if you want to listen a calming song, click this link 🔗 ❤️

https://youtu.be/D8rlcLH0pqk

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