sekolah tadi sendu gila, semuanya 7 org, dua kuarantin, sorang pergi mana ntah, 4 org ja tinggal. sorang tadi main fon, sorang lagi baca novel cinta, aku dgn sorg kwn aku tadi cm org gila dah sbb bosan sgt 😭 pstu byk cikgu sibuk, pergh bosan dia tahap 😭😭
so you really think of me as a bestfriend , and being with another person , meanwhile here i am , still remember our precious times together .
no one has completely and actually felt what anyone else has felt in their life time . often, we say , “ i know how you feel ” but do we, really ?
nak luah , luah kat allah . allah dengar . kau luah kat manusia tak semestinya diorang faham 100% .
subhanallahi wabihamdihi, lailahailallah, allahu akhbar, alhamdulilah. bila lah agaknya last kita zikir, last kita ingat allah, last kita selawat.
idk, i dont care about anything anymore. what i eat, what i see, what people said bout me. its sad, but at the same time, it nothing. feels numb, paralyzed.
i miss my old me too much. i need her, i want her. she loved herself so much. she knew what things is wrong and what is right. but shes dissapear.
if i could, i want myself back when i first created this channel. gosh, how innocent i am at that time.
im sorry if u guys feel annoyed with me. im just tired. probably with everything.
probably this isnt related with this channel but i would like to talk about myself.
umur aku 16 tahun. perempuan. suka lukis, dan benda yang berkaitan dgn psychology, apa-apa jelah, pasal mental illness, personaliti. aku sangat-sangat sensitif, terhadap bunyi yg kuat, cahaya yang kuat. since aku ada social anxiety, setiap kali nak gi sekolah mesti rasa nak muntah sebab nervous sangat nak jumpa org.