haha. i hate myself so much.

so much.

im wondering how am i to accepting myself?

sometimes i cant live like a normal person.

whenever i am doing something, there are feeling which it makes me hitting my head as hard as i can.

idk why.

idk.

happy birthday to me.

thanks, for keep living.

the world is cruel.

and meaningless.

but you're still here.

thanks.

bad things always happen as long as youre alive

sometimes overthinking can lead you to think, "why am i exist", "do people care about me"

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tak gila pun kau cakap sorang-sorang, luah masalah sorg-sorg. i did that for 2 years, sbb salah satu manusia yang fhm apa yang aku rasa, apa yang aku halangi, diri aku je. even i hate myself so much, aku tak boleh nafikan diri aku je yang aku ada.

and of course, aku ada Allah. tapi aku selalu lupa Dia, tapi Dia still bagi aku masa untuk taubat, masa untuk kembali padaNYA. such a cruel human i am

is it me or fear talking ,
i dont know anymore .

its painful to look back at past

if youre islam, dont forget to spend your day with zikir, selawat.

simple,
subhanallah
alhamdulillah
allahu akhbar
lailahaillallah

allahumma solli ala muhammad, waala aali saiyidina muhammad

penatla nangis sebab aot ni 😊

"the world is cruel, but i still love you"

banyak sangat benda berubah masa covid ada.

hubungan semakin renggang.

pelajaran semakin dilupakan.

stres duduk rumah sebab family toxic.

hope you guys stay strong.

anyway, kiamat dah dekat, mungkin tiada masa untuk kita 'enjoy', elokla sama-sama jaga akidah, iman kita. moga Allah permudahkan urusan.