is it cruel to be innocent?
is it cruel to be kind?
thousand of tears running like i killed someone by mistake,
but the truth is,
it is my heart that got stabbed with knife.
where's the peace that i once found in a person?
does it still exist?
my mind wanders while i bit my lips,
knowing im not losing anyone,
but im losing myself.
i wonder... the heaviness that i carried in my heart.
do other people felt it?
when i write this, click the keyboard with my shaking finger,
do they feel it bleed?
is it cruel to be kind?
thousand of tears running like i killed someone by mistake,
but the truth is,
it is my heart that got stabbed with knife.
where's the peace that i once found in a person?
does it still exist?
my mind wanders while i bit my lips,
knowing im not losing anyone,
but im losing myself.
i wonder... the heaviness that i carried in my heart.
do other people felt it?
when i write this, click the keyboard with my shaking finger,
do they feel it bleed?
hey, my fellow subscribers.
oh, its been awhile isn't it? life sometimes gets tougher and the other way, overall im fine here.
you see... i used this channel to express my own thoughts. i still remember how famous 'quotes' channels are back then. and i felt like, i wanted to be part of it too.
i love quotes. i love to write something that not only touches people's hearts but also their souls. its also for me too.
but now, people seems.. idk, with socmed going around, where people have no time to make reflections upon themselves, instead of looking at the mirror, they keep blaming others.
its.. tired. but not in the way i feel hopeless. as long as youre in a truth road, where youre not stray away from God, believe me, youre gonna be fine. still, the world is messing up so much.
so...
the reason i write these actually, bcs i wanted to let go of my past.
there are many past things that I have already let go, like, memory with a crush (silly, i know, but it's true), heartbreak because of others, myself who hate her own soul.
but theres one thing that i didnt let go yet,
this channel.
yeah, this is one of my past too.
pretty sure nobody cares, maybe most of you are deleted accounts, maybe most of you joined this without even knowing my existence.
whatever is it, i wanted to delete this channel. maybe tomorrow, maybe right now. idk.
last...
thanks, my fellow subscribers. without yall, i felt quite... lonely back then. knowing some people were reading my words, i felt so so appreciated. and now, my mental health is fine, alhamdulillah. and my physical state as well.
so.. remember my advice,
وَاعْتَصِمُوا بِحَبْلِ اللَّهِ جَمِيعًا وَلَا تَفَرَّقُوا
-Dan berpegang teguhlah kamu sekalian kepada tali Allah, dan janganlah kamu bercerai-berai.
Sekian,
Assalamualaikum.
- Nur Jannah.
oh, its been awhile isn't it? life sometimes gets tougher and the other way, overall im fine here.
you see... i used this channel to express my own thoughts. i still remember how famous 'quotes' channels are back then. and i felt like, i wanted to be part of it too.
i love quotes. i love to write something that not only touches people's hearts but also their souls. its also for me too.
but now, people seems.. idk, with socmed going around, where people have no time to make reflections upon themselves, instead of looking at the mirror, they keep blaming others.
its.. tired. but not in the way i feel hopeless. as long as youre in a truth road, where youre not stray away from God, believe me, youre gonna be fine. still, the world is messing up so much.
so...
the reason i write these actually, bcs i wanted to let go of my past.
there are many past things that I have already let go, like, memory with a crush (silly, i know, but it's true), heartbreak because of others, myself who hate her own soul.
but theres one thing that i didnt let go yet,
this channel.
yeah, this is one of my past too.
pretty sure nobody cares, maybe most of you are deleted accounts, maybe most of you joined this without even knowing my existence.
whatever is it, i wanted to delete this channel. maybe tomorrow, maybe right now. idk.
last...
thanks, my fellow subscribers. without yall, i felt quite... lonely back then. knowing some people were reading my words, i felt so so appreciated. and now, my mental health is fine, alhamdulillah. and my physical state as well.
so.. remember my advice,
وَاعْتَصِمُوا بِحَبْلِ اللَّهِ جَمِيعًا وَلَا تَفَرَّقُوا
-Dan berpegang teguhlah kamu sekalian kepada tali Allah, dan janganlah kamu bercerai-berai.
Sekian,
Assalamualaikum.
- Nur Jannah.