....

if only i could tell yall how mess up my life rn

actually.. its fine. really. its not like i lost my friend or my fam said something bad about me.. no.. its just.. me.

im the problem

i dont know how to let go of this.. worst feeling toward myself.

if somebody write me as a main character in the story.. i would be hero and villain at the same time.

sorry for being too negative

... i should sleep

but i just drink cappuccino tonight (sangat bijaks)

actually guys.. i will sambung diploma sains at uitm. alhamdulillah. since i take sains tulen at smk so.. insyaallah i will manage to handling this course.

it was the most purest love ever when im with you. we were just kid... that's why i miss that moment. now, everyone that i meet, that i like, they always have dirty desire behind their sweet actions. but youre different. you.. showed me the real love.
i wish in another universe, i will be your girl, and living under the same roof together.

it was sad when you found the picture of you with the person that you.. really enjoyed to be with. when both of us spent time together.. makes a lame jokes and laugh like crazy. sound silly, but it was sweet moment ever in my life. but you choose to stay far away from me. and thats fine. even though you forget about me, i still hope you find the life that you want.

hey.. quite late upate

update

but this is 7th day of me staying at uitm

my apologize, its 6th.

i feel quite angsty(is this word even exist lol) nowadays.

whenever i stay far away from my mom.. my own home..

i feel like i just woke up.