but im not really suprising by it, honestly, thats life. we will live in every phases, from we were born to death.
so thats why i cant move on with a like for 5 years, and with m for 2 years, but my feelings is already fade with m but stronger for a hah
but still i still miss my memories with m because i really love myself that time , and more.. kind. more calm. not feel miserable at all
reading my friend's notes about her explanation about.. something, make me feel embarrassed, because theres too many things that idk about. i thought i was knowledgeable, smart, clever. but i just realize i was wrong. i see her as some.. you know, unlucky girl (i am cruel, i know), because shes going through so many things. but in reality, shes so much higher than me, i am too small.
its sad, really. to see yourself changes. once, you was innocent child. people around you were so kind. you love studying. you love playing. you love smiling. sadly, everything changes when you go into different society, different place. you thought it would be same, same kinds of people, same kinds of society but you wrong. not only that, seeing your love one changed. its hurt, so hurt. and you thought only them are changing. but you dont realize, you changes too. you become so much worst than them.
bagaimana hujan turun dari langit, begitulah air mata jatuh bersama hati yang luruh