so you really think of me as a bestfriend , and being with another person , meanwhile here i am , still remember our precious times together .
no one has completely and actually felt what anyone else has felt in their life time . often, we say , “ i know how you feel ” but do we, really ?
nak luah , luah kat allah . allah dengar . kau luah kat manusia tak semestinya diorang faham 100% .
subhanallahi wabihamdihi, lailahailallah, allahu akhbar, alhamdulilah. bila lah agaknya last kita zikir, last kita ingat allah, last kita selawat.
idk, i dont care about anything anymore. what i eat, what i see, what people said bout me. its sad, but at the same time, it nothing. feels numb, paralyzed.
i miss my old me too much. i need her, i want her. she loved herself so much. she knew what things is wrong and what is right. but shes dissapear.
if i could, i want myself back when i first created this channel. gosh, how innocent i am at that time.
im sorry if u guys feel annoyed with me. im just tired. probably with everything.
orang yang paling bodoh ialah orang itu tahu allah itu maha pengampun, lalu dia jadikan perkara itu alasan untuk terus melakukan dosa.
(Ibnu Qayyim)
(Ibnu Qayyim)
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sampai satu tahap , semua orang akan tinggalkan kau . even orang yang paling rapat dengan kau pun tinggalkan kau . masa tu yang ada diri kau je . so to anyone who through this, aku harap sangat kau kuat , tabah hadap perkara ni . percaya lah , lepas ni insyaallah…
to be honest i cant believe 14 years old me wrote something like this, never thought young me more mature.