If someone doesn't value themselves, why would you expect them to value you?
I wrote a poem :
I still feel guilty
Whenever i try to talk to someone new
Or when i convince myself
That i should move on from you
I'm pushing everyone away
And going through my sorrow alone
But you can't imagine my happiness
When i saw your name on my phone
You said “hi, how's everything?”
I was so nervous to open the chat
But i replied to you
As if we talked only a few hours ago
It's been a couple of months since i last felt this way
It's been a while since i last felt like I'm home
We spoke along, and you were soft
You felt again
Like the same girl i once loved
But the reality hits again
You wanted to sleep, so you said your goodnight
And then i realised again
That you will never be mine
But that's alright
As long as you are happy
Then, i don't mind
I still feel guilty
Whenever i try to talk to someone new
Or when i convince myself
That i should move on from you
I'm pushing everyone away
And going through my sorrow alone
But you can't imagine my happiness
When i saw your name on my phone
You said “hi, how's everything?”
I was so nervous to open the chat
But i replied to you
As if we talked only a few hours ago
It's been a couple of months since i last felt this way
It's been a while since i last felt like I'm home
We spoke along, and you were soft
You felt again
Like the same girl i once loved
But the reality hits again
You wanted to sleep, so you said your goodnight
And then i realised again
That you will never be mine
But that's alright
As long as you are happy
Then, i don't mind